Fat

In the years before, or simply put, the years that is NOT 2010, I somewhat was very diligent in trying to exercise, if not having exercise done naturally for me. Exercising was a routine that was part of my every day.

I mean, back then - which seems like a lifetime ago, exercising was a norm. From the moment I wake up, before Subuh, I would take 15-30 minutes to exercise, but then again, I've got the room all to myself, but I digress. Then I would walk to class every single day, and arrive at KBM before 7 am, just so I can check the Internet - these were the pre-broadband days.


After hectic classes, which would include me only eating lunch, I would again, walk back home, sometimes under the searing heat and rest. Then, around 5-6 pm, I would either spend another 30-45 minutes exercising at home - my full length mirror really does help my vanity and improve the self-esteem, but again with the digressing. Well, I would either exercise, or follow my housemate to go jogging.


Even back in high school, I used to go to the gym all the time. I even got the card where if you go to the gym 10 times, you'll get one session free. The stamp card kind of thing.


But the only problem I had was that I was too skinny. I mean, someone once told me that I was too skinny to actually be able to shape myself, and I believed them - which led to me being complacent with my exercising and eventually stopped. I'm looking at you, 2010.


I always promised myself that I would gain a little weight so that I can properly exercise and shape myself. Oops. I guess I overdid it. I need to really start to take care of my body and fulfill my own promise to look good and have a decent body. Being fat is not really awesome, and is slowly, but surely diminishing my self-confidence.

The Beauty and the Fatty (not in that order).

Sheril was probably right when she said that we don't even look good together anymore. I think that it's because I've become too fat and looking ug-leh. I need to start working out or do something now.



... maybe in 2011.